It's not a piece of fucking luggage.

Recently someone asked me:

Since you moved from Nebraska to get away from your lifestyle there; the drinking, loose women (I added that part), loneliness, and some of the people there, does this mean you're leaving your "Gay Lifestyle" there too?

My answer was this:

I hate the gray in my hair. Hate it. I feel it makes me look old and I just wish it was gone and wish I could change it. I can color it; cover it up but underneath, I'm still fucking gray.
I cannot just leave the Gay behind.