apocalypse

I remember when

I trusted you.

I remember when

you said you wouldn't

lie to me, remember

you laughed when I

suggested you might leave.

I believed everything

you said. Remember

when you told me you

loved me best and I

loved you too. I remember
the exhilaration of knowing

joy like that, the realization

your love erased old wounds,

made me forget; smoothed

my scarred flesh.

I guess she brought her great big

dick. I guess she makes you feel

like a woman, makes YOU forget.

I guess she kisses you with the

tenderness you promised me. I

guess you forgot who loved you

first. I guess I don't have what

it takes; the love to make.

I guess I'm not who you said I am.

I guess I'm the loser

I always believed in.